Mocking Suicide

I feel like leaving this place
My life is a giant disgrace
My heart is in pieces
The pain never ceases
A living hell I endure
The chronic heart ache always sore
I tried to my strangle myself on Wednesday
I don't want to live anymore; my family will have to pay
How will I do it, how will I end my life
Never growing old; never acquiring a wife
What weapon will I choose
The options are lose or lose
A feeling of emptiness inside
A part of me has died
The rest will soon be dead
When I shoot myself in the head
I can see my reflection on the blade
As my memories have begun to fade
The blood flows freely
I smile gleefully
I know the pain will be over soon

Suddenly my mind leaves my carcass
I now realized I was a selfish ass
I could have endured the pain
For the pain I have brought upon myself
Is only minor compared to the pain
In which I have selfishly inflicted upon the people whom I love


^ my best attempt at mocking suicide, it aggravates the hell out of me when people talk about suicide.